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He Wasn't Prepared

He was prepared for everything else, but not for this. He was prepared for hard work, for sacrifice, for long hours. He was prepared to do what’s right, what’s necessary, what no one else would do. He was prepared to go unnoticed, to get the […]

I don't want a man who

Dear Diary, I don’t want a man who will rescue me. I don’t want a 50 shades of asshole “Sir” to dominate me. I don’t want to be swept off my feet by Prince Charming with his empty promises and daydreams, sweet nothings and shallow […]

Her Love was Chaotic

Her Love was Chaotic

Her love was chaotic. It was unpredictable and desperate.  She loved in a panic: urgently, pleading. She loved him with the intensity of someone who is always saying goodbye.  And as certainly as she knew he’d leave, she knew his leaving would devastate her. Even […]

A Deep Need for Excitement In All Of Us

A Deep Need for Excitement In All Of Us

Our lifestyles set us up for repetition, redundancy, disappointment. We fear risk and rejection and as a result we suffer from lack of excitement. Our need for excitement as real to our bodies and our health as  healthy food and water.   A lack of excitement […]

I Hope You Fail

I hope you fail. It is good for you to fail. If you never fail then you are not pushing yourself, you are not trying hard enough, you are coasting… and what’s the fun in that? Do not fear failure, fear stasis. Fear boredom. Fear […]

I Will Take What You Have

I Will Take What You Have

I will take what you have. Place it on my dry lips and I will let it roll on my tongue and knock against my teeth until it dissolves into bitter chalky resentment or becomes candy – like and I will swallow it whole. I […]

The Lie of Unconditional Love

We are all flawed. We all have our crap and our hangups and our baggage. I used to believe that to love fully I had to accept someone for just who they are, good or bad. Now I say bullshit. Like this.. BULLSHIT! Don’t insult […]

All or Nothing!

All or Nothing!

So in business there’s the “cost of doing business.” It’s not your standard operating costs, overhead, investments that we consider a loss. It’s investing in ideas that don’t pan out, employees that bail after being trained or clients that quit you. There’s the cost to […]

It's Just Change

Dear Diary, I’m doing what I want. I feel no urgency or necessity to reply to that text or that phone call.  I’ll get to it when I get to it. Or I won’t.  I have no need or desire to be available to your […]

I'm Playing with Fire

Dear Diary, I fucked up! It’s true! If you play with fire you get burned. And I’ve been playing. I’m so burned. I’m wrecked in my torn stockings and my ratted up shirt. I’ve got flawed judgment and imperfect moments. So many of them! And I hear […]